Everything by Lifehouse

I fell in love with this song years ago. I saw this video / skit just tonight. I am a sucker for this type of skit.

Thank you for hearing me

The Chronic Ills of More

the alarm goes off
religiously.
every day.
playing the preferred show.
on the xm receiver.
loud.
as it happened, they were playing
that song about sex. or lies. or money.
whatever.
it is his favorite hymn.
he enjoys quiet time in the morning.
letting the loud take him.
to the hymn closing reaching
to turn off the alarm.
the next rides in on
the waves of the closing
notes intermingle
he recognizes the melody
about sex. or lies. or money.
it is his favorite hymn.
he turns it up.

He wants more.

climbing into the day
he smiles.
He knows.
it is friday. payday.
his motion triggers a switch
sending alternating current
to the ambient lighting
custom designed to him.
his employer’s financial institution’s
outsourced data center operations
group located in a another world,
where work is scarce
and wage is optional,
begins the payroll run
as he steps into his white washroom.
the run calculates his drain on the employer.
and his tithes and gifts to
the sponsored social programs,
the health programs,
the retirement programs.
the national defense
the international offense
all the obligatory charities.
the institution’s institution’s institution’s
computer faithfully gives his first 30% to his favorite
ministries, as he brushes his teeth.

the white washroom mirrors an image
of his favorite him
playing alone in his mind
as he tightens his new silk tie,
handcrafted by slaves,
his financial institution casts the net transaction.
smiling at the deal on the silk
tightening around his neck
as debtors begin their withdrawals
his coffee maker drips
a perfect cup of his favorite bean,
picked by illiterate children,
as he walks into the kitchen.

sipping from the commuter mug
his bank account is drained of
transient funds
he never sees
the children
or the slaves
before he arrives at the office
his cup is empty

He wants more.

sitting in a cube,
the hum of the a.c. and florescents
lull him into something passing for work
as he processes pixel arrangements

He wants more

escape from the trappings
of this vacuous wealth
long forgotten,
he sits back in his lazy-boy,
his favorite pew,
to watch his favorite
late night preacher
read from cue cards
about how much more he needs

He wants more…
so much more…
for this man.

Ballade of Good Counsel

I would like you to meet Geoffrey, a friend of mine. Chaucer wrote a cool poem that still applies today. Perhaps more so today than ever before.

ballad-of-good-counsel-by-geoffrey-chaucer

From A Pocket Book of Verse, Great English and American Poems, Ed. by M. E. Speare, Washington Square Press, Inc. NY 1940.

Give to Joe’s Limo Fund. Please.

Last night the commuter trains were delayed at Union Station, Washington DC because Senator Joe Bidden was coming in on some Amtrak line. Apparently he’s been commuting in this manner for quite some time. However, now he is the Vice-President-elect, which means police cars with their lights flashing ON the platform, uniformed police officers EVERYWHERE, and Secret Service personnel armed to the hilt - complete with automatic weapons.

Fortunately, my train left before the fun started. Apparently, once the Bidden Express arrived, EVERYONE was blocked into the terminal area (think sardine city). A few iPod-ers who did not hear the announcement (or did not pay attention to the wahwah noise coming from the ancient speakers) walked through the doors and directly into a full-body-check given freely by the nearest security officer. The official word is they pushed the crowd back inside.

That would have totally been me. I just know it.

So, how many automatic weapons and vice presidents do you get to see on you evening commute?

Recording Ric

So I (finally) spent 3 hours in front of a microphone recording one poem after another. Then redoing some. Then listening to it and editing various lines.  Thanks to Joe for all his help in the sound room. And thanks also for Aaron who is now at work mastering the first copy. I will then review it and we will decide if there is anything we need to re-record. I do not know how long it will take to produce the final product - this is my first time going though this process.

Will it be ready for Christmas? Probably … not. But hey, the wise men did not show up with their gifts until months later. So, just keep in mind how wise I am.

In the meantime, you can still watch/listen to My Friend.

Peeling the Onion: Layer 1

Admission: Yes, I am indeed in a funk, which is not the psychological term but it fits. When I pass people at the water cooler and they greet me with, “Hi E(ric). How are you?” I respond “Fine, thank you” and smile. Its a gift really. Besides, in my mind fine is a four-letter word so in a sense, I am being very honest.

Many of you have picked up on said funk in some recent posts, not the least of which was the sad poem I Long to Swing Once More.

My counselor is asking me to prayerfully consider EMDR therapy. Here’s the blurb from www.helpguide.org

Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) is a therapy developed by psychologist Dr. Francine Shapiro.  She made the chance observation that eye movements can reduce the intensity of the disturbing thoughts when she noticed her own stress reactions diminished when her eyes swept back and forth as she walked through a park one day.  EMDR involves recalling a stressful past event and “reprogramming” the memory in the light of a positive, self-chosen belief, while using rapid eye movements to facilitate the process.

In my case the light of a positive, self-chosen belief is a given, even if it is actually God-given. Perhaps if I do submit to this therapy I will be able to write a happy poem someday.

Does anyone have experience with EMDR?
Does knowing I am in counseling impact your subscription at all?

(You have my permission to begin your comment with, “Well, I have a friend …”)

Questions

Have you ever …

…been in so much pain that you do not feel the pain?
…been so exhausted that you cannot go to sleep?
…been so tired that you are never really awake?
…known yourself so well that you knew you know nothing?
…needed love so bad that you push everyone away?
…needed God so bad that you cannot find him?

What if…

Now that the very expensive process of “free” elections is behind us, can we talk about something important? I saw this first on BradRuggles.com. I think repeating it is a good thing.

Thank You Derek Webb

Derek Webb wrote a piece for Patrol Magazine (www.patrolmag.com)on voting. His well thought out article articulates my concerns far better than I ever could.

Others would say, ‘Jesus said to “render unto Caesar what is Caesar’s.” Therefore we have a biblical obligation to vote.’ And of course Jesus said that. That’s why I pay my taxes and try to drive the speed limit. These are among the laws of the land. But my conscience doesn’t belong to Caesar, therefore I don’t render it unto him. Caesar cannot force me to violate my conscience. Voting is a legal right, like carrying a gun or having an abortion. And I can abstain from doing anything that I have a legal right to if it violates my conscience.

Here is the link to his complete article.

How Shall We Then Vote?
By Derek Webb | Nov 03, 2008
If you’re a Christian and still torn about how to vote tomorrow, there’s only one thing to do: don’t.

http://www.patrolmag.com/times/922/how-shall-we-then-vote